me v. moi

a night before im pretty much sure that in the morning i'll be preparing to do something for myself....but today....as i woke up things change NO! I can't... have a lot of things to do better than that or something like it's not my priority or it's not worth it or no no no...im not in the mood to do it at all....and etc...

but at some point i feel so sketchy bec..it seems like i miss something or i I did not accomplished what supposed to be..or still im a little more pushy that i really wanted to do it!!! huh...

hard to think..

really too much consideration..



i almost think that im loosing my sense of direction ..
direction to think of what i really wanted...

my greatest enemy is myself...

was that conscience

no....

i never think of hurting anyone or to that matter....

so it's not conscience...hehehe

perhaps,what i need is determination..
to get things done...

finally...